fucking fuck

when things start to get good

they get skrewed over

i cant see her for a while now

so at school ill be pissed off more than usual

i hope she can come to sadies, and my bday thing

i will love her no matter what happens

what an interesting way to be asked to sadies

hahaha

so i had to go on a scavenger hunt in my girlfriends house

trying to find different colored balloons just for them to say

"go to the park"

and she expected me to walk

so i was like fuck it and asked my dad if i could drive the car since its down the street

so wen i go to the park i see my girlfriend at the end of the walkway with a big sign that says "SADIES?"

she was mad i drove though cuz i was supposed to walk

i love her so much <3

my weekend

ok so my weekend was like EHH really short

friday i just stayed home and did nothing

then on saturday i stayed home and did nothing

and sunday was the highlight of my weekend i went to stephs house to do homework and accomplished nothing
all i did was sketch for US History and i think ima get a 0 on it cuz ms ragsdale is like that

i love her so so much

UGHHHH

i fucking find out i wont get to hang out with my girlfriend at all during spring break

fucking fuck ughhh im so pissed

fucking philliipines ugh ugh ugh ugh ughh fuck

so today

was chill i suppose i gotta do 3 stupid sonnets, then evaluate them, then get pictures for them...ima be up all night but oh well theres no zero for me plus a late start. so in 0 mr sedey showed me up in pencil tricks during class. in first during spanish we took half a quiz its so easy to cheat in that class everyones practically talking to the teacher and to each other. second was just a boring shakespeare movie but its not the boring you think, its actually less boring than usual videos. hmm in 3rd there was a sub and we pretty much didnt do our work and talked the whole time. 4th was dance it was whatevers me and devin like our choreo its pretty simple. lunch was boring. anatomy was chill we played a game. athletics pe i was ehh played better than tuesday and wednesday. i suck at golf so much, tuesday i shot a 48, wednesday i shot about the same i shot 46, and today i shot a 44. today i was pretty consistent with putting and such which i never am but my drives were crap...ok eww why am i talking about my golf yuckk

yeah so right now im watching ABDC qust crew fashoo. my dad favors them too haha. i gotta write 2 freaking sonnets ughh...oh well stephs gunna stay up with me all night...i love her so so much

to stephanie

5 months, 17 days, and continuing forever and ever

21 days til im 18

I LOVE YOU<3

_____________

So today was our teams first golf practice
boy oh boy do i suck balls
oh well seasons just begun

homework time....

I love

HER so so much

we may go thru some obstacles and hardships

but we can stick it out til the end

VDAY <333

wow this vday was really great no doubt the best ive ever had in my entire life fosho. i came home from work and steph suprised me after i took a shower there was that white party decoration streaks all over my room and postits everywhere and while im half naked she comes out of my closet, oh yea and she also made me this poster that says HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! and on the back she wrote me a letter, put a pic of us and i guess some sort of key legend to explain what the colors of all the post its meant...yea then we did some stuff in my room...then her parents took us to victoria gardens and we ate at this japanese restaurant that was really bomb...DeeVo works there hahah didnt get a chance to say wassup though...we waited like 2 hours just to get a table but its ok we killed time at american apparel (i bought a gold jacket its pretty sick), the apple store(steph is gunna slowly try to convince her parent to buy her a macbook like mine), sitting on a bench, and watching the all star game dunk contest...after that we went to buy our movie tickets then went to urban outfitters cuz i had a gift card i didnt really have much time to look around because they wer closing, and after that we went inside the theater and yea yea movie yea yea make out yea yea some more stuff yea yea sleep(HAHA!) yea yea end

oh yea and i had work that morning from 8am-2pm it was pretty chill i worked drive thru

I LOVE STEPHANIE SO SO SO MUCH <3333

No Idea what to write about

since spraig asked why there isnt any thing on here about the golf tournament on friday...well here it is
i basically got teamed up with a cop his son and his friend they wer both in junior high
we where playing scramble and together we shot 4 under which isnt that bad
we should of really shot 8 under but we screwed up a couple birdie and eagle opportunities
yeah alot of you prolly dont know what im talking about which is why i dont really talk about golf that much hahah
yea that monday was my first time playing golf since last season, and my first time playing with my broken arm (it felt really awkward)

i hope this season goes really good, we better beat colony and ontario by a shit load in league
ontario is our only real competition this year

GAHH i miss my stephanie, stupid kairos retreat she needs to come back already and visit me
she comes back tomorrow around 4, im gone to SD by then ughhh
i love her so much =]]

EHHHH

gloomy days
girlfriend on her retreat
freaking sadd
funeral friday

MacBook

so this macbook is really cool
new model
aluminum
haha first post with macbook i love it
i just need like microsoft word and ishh

im going to SD later on

keep my gma in your prayers byebye

Gloomy and Rainy

today was a very gloomy day
grandmother died
i think god is crying that he had to take her away from us
lets all keep her in our prayers because she is with him now

my little sister and mommy are in SD right now
so here at home its just my little brother, my dad, and me
my dad said hes still going to by me a mac book at victoria gardens

well keep my grandmother in all our prayers thank you....

5:43am

I found out my grandmother on my moms side died. from about 3 am - 5 am i just was hearing phone calls and im like oh its prolly some tellemarketers. then i hear my mom start talking in tagalog and after a while she just starts crying and crying. so i feel sad because i dont wanna see my mom cry i mean shes my mommy for christs sake. i go to my sister and she wispers to me "i think lola is in the hospital" so i go back to my room and sit on my bed. all of a sudden my mom says to my sister crying "alyssa i need you to help me here your lola just died" and the momment i heared that i just broke down and text steph that my lola just died and she calls me. i have to keep motivated in my school work so i dont think im going to miss school much. im talking to stephanie right now talking to her just makes me feel better. i love her so much.

please everyone keep my lola in your prayers god bless to all....

Isnt just a DAY

today seems just as a regular day right? yet its pretty gloomy outside and i have an essay to finish, on top of that spanish homework, and also a journal entry for english to finish im just really not in the mood for joking around at the momment. its just time to be serious i gotta get my priorities straight......

Go With The FLOW

its been a few days since i havent written on here.

so on saturday i went to china town with some homies yeah fun stuff bought a wood sword, real sword, butterfly knife, and lakers lighter freakin legit if you ask me...Ray bought a fullsize Keyblade i mean how many can say they own a freaking keyblade thats freaking badass
that night of china town i went to the homie RG's concert at the wire it was pretty chill RG was really good, cept you annoying asian should stop being annoying and listen to the music jeez

superbowl sunday was pretty chill yet tiring. i had work from 8am - 3pm, 7 hour shift. after i got picked up got ready and went to Stephs<3 house heheh i love her so much. kritsen was there and i was actually allowed to go upstairs thanks to her haha. so we rented pineapple express and other movies but only watched pineapple express. they wer lost the whole time and i was playing POKEMON yellow xD i got from ray (old school) and laughing the whole time. that day was really fun i got to spend time with my love <33 i really cant wait to see her again. wen kristen left me and steph ate the left over food they had and i cut her spaggetti for her and turns out her mom liked that cuz she was bitching at her dad for not helping around the house, thats a +1 for me hehe i treat her right =]]

we also did this=

Video Of the DAY

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